Happy 2015!

a s t e r o i d

BIG FAT DICKS

10 Years

10 years ago, today

I was in the wrong place, right time.

10 years ago, today

we met, we fucked, I left

without saying goodbye.

2 weeks later

we fucked, again;

but this time I stayed

because you lied.

The condom broke, I came.

Then you shared the news without shame.

"I live with the stigma,"

you told me,

afraid to disclose

'cause I might judge.

I was afraid, I cried.

You held me and let me stay the night.

That fateful night has led

to a bumpy relationship

of 10 years.

I loved, you loved;

yet now we're indifferent.

It's dying to end.

But we hold on

weakly, but we carry on

strangely, going about

through monotonous days

our individual ways

ignoring the lack of passion.

I felt more love

on that fateful day

when you lied to me,

than I do, on this day,

10 years later

when we should be in harmony.

T E S T I F Y

I will testify today

all my unpopular and

smarmy ways.

I will bring you down today

and show the hypocrisy

that you crave.

Yes, I am proud to be

promiscuous and gay.

Yes, I fulfill my fantasies

with cock in hand, everyday.

I will testify today

and you will bow to me

accepting my debauchery ways.

No, you will not confine me

to the definitions of your norm.

No, you will never tie me down

unless you bind me in bareback porn.

And if I were Paul

writing to the Corinthians

you'd be on your knees

lapping up my glands

fore you would see

the prowess in me

and we'd fuck all day

screwing morality.

I will testify today

and we'd rewrite history

making gay, really okay! 

W O R D S

crying over my scattered brain

burn this garbage!

yearning you

man pussy

my rage ain't velvet

whisk me away

it feels like hate

n u m b

d e s i r e

tomorrow never comes

CONCRETE WORLD

Closet Doors

PAIN

Until We Kiss

Here We Are

PULLING AWAY

broken soul

d r e a m s

internal metamorphosis

The Dark Room

Mixed media on canvas

The Path Ahead Has No Horizon